Loneliness : The pain of being alone

Walking alone in the road,
returning from college,
in the evening time
heading towards my home,
fresh rain shower received by the scorching earth....
because of rain shower few people were there on the road.


I was walking alone on the road.
All of sudden i realized that my shadow was there with me. But its presence didn't make any sense n usually not too.Sometimes you follow it sometimes it follows you. Sometimes it squeezes below you when street light is above you.

Like i was playing with my shadow to ignore my feeling of loneliness.Still the feel of loneliness hence emptiness started bothering me; as i was walking alone on the road.

A flash of lightning made me feared.
At that time, a mild and sweet scent of earth, received the intermittent light rain, soothed away my fears


I was wondering what the loneliness makes you fee!!!
I remembered my childhood days.
I used to hate loneliness.
I used to fear from being alone.
It's getting to the point where i am no fun anymore, I am sorry. Sometimes it hurts so badly I must cry out loud, 'I am lonely'.
I believed that the most terrible poverty is loneliness and the feeling of being unloved.
Whenever i felt that i was alone, i used to cry.
Never ever i allowed my parents/friends to leave me alone.
Till 12th std., i used to be like that.

But at the present state, i used to, no it's better way to say this, i have to walk alone on the road.
I couldn't cry and i don't cry coz i afraid that people might think i am too childish, innocent and take advantage of this. I can not insist my parents/friends to accompany me though i want them to accompany me; coz till how long they can give company to me.


I have to walk alone in the journey of life.
I have to learn to walk alone in the journey of life.
I have to learn to cope up with the emotions when you are struggling with your loneliness to keep motivated yourself to walk alone in the life journey.
I have to love my loneliness.

We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone.