SIMPLY ME....

***M UNDEFINED…!!!



Uncertainty is the only certainty there is.. and learning how to live with insecurity is the only security.

I'm a bundle of contradictions.. hyper yet chilled out, sensitive yet straightforward, practical yet a dreamer, a hard worker who hates to work, simple but complicated, an optimistic realist, an innocent li'l devil, And so on. I'm one of a kind, if i may say so myself, and of course i'm not just like any other girl !!

i talk a lot, or laugh, or sing.. generally present a tough exterior to the world, but by now, every1 who knows me, knows that i'm just a big softie at heart.. and i have the worst sort of emotional breakdowns at times..

i'm a sentimental fool, head vs heart struggle goes on daily. the head almost never wins. I love the fool in me the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, laughs and cries, I AM MY FAVOURITE... I love myself for all my weaknesses coz they help me to accept others with all their weaknesses and love them for what they are...



ppl keep telling me i shouldnt trust others so easily. i'm one of those incurables who are just determined to see the good in everybody. and of course, it means i end up getting hurt more than is usual.. *snob* *snob* and even though i know this, i cant change myself.....lol

STILL I M HAVING AN AFFAIR WID MYSELF....!!



Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections !!..
Yes.. it works.. atleast for d ppl v r close to.. n thn.. u feel d bestttt !!



I believe in unconditional frenshp n nothng matters to me wen i hv my own ppl close to me! I dont believe in showoff hi-bye relations n hence m very selective in getting along..

Time n Destiny r d greatest teachers n i feel v all shud b humble enuf to accept them with right spirit after v try r best!

Never Take someone for granted. Hold every person close to ur heart bcoz u might wake up one day and realize that u have lost a diamond.

Loneliness : The pain of being alone

Walking alone in the road,
returning from college,
in the evening time
heading towards my home,
fresh rain shower received by the scorching earth....
because of rain shower few people were there on the road.


I was walking alone on the road.
All of sudden i realized that my shadow was there with me. But its presence didn't make any sense n usually not too.Sometimes you follow it sometimes it follows you. Sometimes it squeezes below you when street light is above you.

Like i was playing with my shadow to ignore my feeling of loneliness.Still the feel of loneliness hence emptiness started bothering me; as i was walking alone on the road.

A flash of lightning made me feared.
At that time, a mild and sweet scent of earth, received the intermittent light rain, soothed away my fears


I was wondering what the loneliness makes you fee!!!
I remembered my childhood days.
I used to hate loneliness.
I used to fear from being alone.
It's getting to the point where i am no fun anymore, I am sorry. Sometimes it hurts so badly I must cry out loud, 'I am lonely'.
I believed that the most terrible poverty is loneliness and the feeling of being unloved.
Whenever i felt that i was alone, i used to cry.
Never ever i allowed my parents/friends to leave me alone.
Till 12th std., i used to be like that.

But at the present state, i used to, no it's better way to say this, i have to walk alone on the road.
I couldn't cry and i don't cry coz i afraid that people might think i am too childish, innocent and take advantage of this. I can not insist my parents/friends to accompany me though i want them to accompany me; coz till how long they can give company to me.


I have to walk alone in the journey of life.
I have to learn to walk alone in the journey of life.
I have to learn to cope up with the emotions when you are struggling with your loneliness to keep motivated yourself to walk alone in the life journey.
I have to love my loneliness.

We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone.

Shine

What makes a river flow?
Open the leaves of trees as they grow
It's the wings of the world that's just out of you
Wonder is all around
Raising each breeze
Each seed in the ground
If you only believe
Then the magic is true
Just like the magic in you

But you might seem small now
And dreams can seem so far
You never know your simple glow
Can light a brand new star
'Cause ever heart is a perfect part of nature's great design
And who you are can shine

Now you are on your way
Waiting to see what treasures await
And you're finding the joy in everything
Trusting in how you feel
Hope becomes dreams
And dreams become real
With the help that you give
And the beauty you bring
Winter is turning to spring

But you might seem small now
And dreams can seem so far
You never know your simple glow
Can light a brand new star
'Cause ever heart is a perfect part of nature's great design
And who you are can shine

Even in the dark
Just keep on trying
Suddenly the world is bright

But you might seem small now
And dreams can seem so far
You never know your simple glow
Can light a brand new star
'Cause ever heart is a perfect part of nature's great design
And who you are, no matter who you are can shine
You know you can shine

- By Cherry Smith